ladestiny92

gaaah~! Tomorrow...school starts after a week of holiday...
ARGH!!!!!!!

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOOOLLLLL~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I still want to enjoy my holiday...
Oh~ I got a feeling that I'm to get a scolding...xd
Also~ I know, I know, time moves fast...you can't stop time, you just move along with its pace. WHY CAN'T TIME MOVES AT MY PACE?!!!!

I'm not done with my Bio and Physics assignments...
I KNOW! I KNOW! I SHOULD NOT HAVE PROCRASTINATE! BUT WHAT SHOULD I DO? I'M NOT INTERESTED IN THOSE TWO SUBJECTS!!!!!

IF GETTING A GOOD, FULL SCHOLARSHIP TO OVERSEAS DOESN'T REQUIRES ME TO TAKE PURE SCIENCE SITE, I PROBABLY WOULDN'T CHOOSE THAT! OKAY, I PROBABLY WILL...BUT I WILL PROBABLY DROP PHYSICS!

GAAAAH~!!!!! ANYWAY!!! SPM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!! THAT IS THE MAIN REASON WHY THIS YEAR IS SOOOO PRESSURING! THAT IS THE REASON I FEEL ALL GUILTY WHENEVER I WRITE A FIC!!!!! GAAAAAH~!!!!! I HATE BEING PRESSURED!

PLUS...I'M SURE WHEN I GO TO PIANO CLASS THIS TUESDAY, I'LL GET PRESSURED AGAIN!
I HAVE PIANO EXAMS TO SIT FOR THIS YEAR..MY GRADE 6 PRACTICAL EXAM AND GRADE 7 PRACTICAL EXAM...JUST BECAUSE I MISS MY GRADE 6 EXAM LAST YEAR I HAVE TO SIT FOR IT THIS YEAR...GAAAH~! GREAT! JUST GREAT!

AND ON TOP OF THAT, MY TEACHER SAID I HAVE TO PERFORM IN THE MUSICAL EVENING THIS YEAR. I HAVE TO PERFORM IN ONE ENSEMBLE AND ONE SOLO!

GAAAAH~!!!! I LOVE PIANO, I REALLY REALLY DO! BUT I'M AT MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE ALMOST EVERYDAY BECAUSE NOBODY'S AT MY BLOODY HOUSE AND SO, MY PARENTS SEND ME TO MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE! AND MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE DOESN'T HAVE ANY PIANO!!! HOW DO YOU SUPPOSE I PRACTICE MY PIECES???? I'M AT MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE 7 DAYS A WEEK, ON SCHOOL DAYS, I'LL BE HERE FROM AFTER SCHOOL TILL NIGHT TIME AND DURING WEEKENDS, I'LL BE HERE FROM MORNING TILL MY DAD PICKS ME UP...OR TILL NIGHT! SO WHEN?! WHEN AM I SUPPOSE TO PRACTICE???? PLUS MY FATHER DOESNT' ALLOW ME TO PLAY AFTER 10 P.M!

GAAAH~! OKAY! I NOW IT'S COLLDDD NOW BUT I NEED A SHOWER TO CALM MY NERVES!
SO, I'LL BE GOING NOW.

GAAAH~
JA!!! ;______;